A lost time

It's been a long time... after I come back here
Punca? Hmm... these past years was challenging... I had lost both of my parent
Hence the hiatus...
After a while...
It's not like time heals... we just adapt to our current self
Alhamdulillah,
Aku rasa aku makin matang kot... InShaaAllah
My father had past of old age, but mak was diagnosed with cancer, which was a pang to my family.
Alhamdulillah it was not a long battle for her.
Starting from discovering a lump on her abdomen to her last breath,
It was a hard swift battle...
I am just grateful that we... tried giving our all for her. As she did battling with cancer.
So for all out there who still have a mum or a dad or both of them,
Cherish them while you still can.


😔😢😢😢😢

The Smile Has Left your eyes....

As a fan of Seo In Guk... I was hesitant to see this drama...
Well, being a psychopath suits him well.
But then again I was questioning myself whether I was the one who's crazy...

It was maddening... and I felt sorry for him...
A mix of feelings and emotions comes up when I watch a murderer...
But then it was never hatred... it was pity...
Pity that in the end, we make ourselves and others becoming monsters.

Lee Jun Ki? IU? MOON LOVERS?

Apa kepanjangan tajuk drama ini... uhuhuhu...

True I'm not a fan of those handsome boys... but when you get to choose between seven Princes of the Goryeo, I pick a few... ahoiii...

From the start I like Lee Jun Ki's character... not because he's the main lead... but because he was broken. I fall in love when at the end of episode 2 when he was holding IU and refuse to let her go when Kang Ha Nuel pester him to.

I guess most people would watch the drama is as eager as I am.

In the earlier episode shows how such a bright girl and easygoing IU is. She's pretty and funny. And things started to fall apart in the middle... How I hate Kang Ha Neul for dissing IU away when she was a water maid. I hate that kind of guy; someone who looked like a nice guy but have a bad heart. Well at least Lee Jun Ki is upfront with his feelings.

And now when the drama is at it's  end I couldn't watch it anymore... I was getting too emotional. And I actually hate myself like that.

I just hope I could wait for the remaining two episodes and skip to the happy ending... if there is any... if not; I won't watch it until I have prepared myself. Talk about drama queen!!

Marriage Contract

Ye... aku letak tajuk drama korea yang lepas... tak ada kena mengena dengan drama melayu langsung.

While most are keen watching Descendants of the Sun... I am more interested in watching another drama called Marriage Contract. It's not that I don't like DOTS... Song Joong Ki is handsome but too jambu for my taste.
I do acknowledge that the story is different than most of korean drama but still the other story was much more appealing. Maybe it's too young for my taste. Hahhaha

So the actors are Uee and Lee Seo Jin as the main characters. Uee as a young single mother who had a rough time with loan shark pestering her caused of her deceased husband and all that... (I know... a bit typical). And Lee Seo Jin as an outcast from his family because he's born out of wedlock... his character is a bit cynical because of his upbringing.

So the story began when Uee happen to work in LSJ restaurant overheard that LSJ's mother need a liver donor... to make it happen legally they have to get married because of that. (I know it's a bit typical) but what capture my heart wasn't about how they fell in love. It's more about what Uee did was all because of her daughter. To make her daughter living better as she was diagnosed with brain tumor. And in the end... they were happy despite waiting for her life to slip away.

Moral of the story... cherish your love ones while they are still alive... My mum cried watching it... so the story must have gotten into her. I did feel sad although they are happy. And this is another story that the villain is not really a villain, antagonist didn't stand out much.
As I age I get softer heart... huhuhu

ASURA City Of Madness

Hmmm... how would I sum this movie...
MADNESS
Yup that's right... I am a fan of crazy gore movie... blood spilling, evil characters, over the top cursing and all that killing excite me.

In this movie all characters was supposed to be a bad ones... from the internal affairs, the cop, the mayor, the thug and even the dying wife. Hahaha...

The main character, A corrupt cop was torn between a thug mayor he secretly serve and the internal affair and the sick wife too. I felt sorry for him actually.

Don't expect lovey dovey feeling watching this movie... there won't be any.
And I do recommend it... for those who likes crazy action.

Summer Lovin'

Uuuhuuuiii... it's summer and I am excited to watch the summer dramas in line.
First is of course Jang Hyuk as the no feelings, zero sympathy neurosurgeon. I really like his character in the movie 'The Client' as a psychotic killer who get away with murder... uhuk *yes I know my character of choice is always like that.

It's only aired 2 episode and will be excited to wait for Mondays and Tuesdays after this.

My mum is also a fan of him too... hahaha. Well actually my mum's taste of good acting is like mine. We usually love the same character in any dramas.

Like Seo In Guk, Park Bo Gum and Do Kyung So in Remember You. All that mysterius psychotic character. Hehehehe... Or Park Hae Jin in Bad Guys... I really like him in that drama.

And even in the thriller I Saw The Devil. I actually preferred Choi Min Sik character than Lee Byung Hun.... kehkehkeh...

So let's hope Summer come with a bang...

Al last I'm home...

Yup it's been a couple of months since I came back...
Living with mum for most of them and fixing my back once a while.
It's fun not having to work.... but as I am a workaholic it's hard to relax and tone down myself.
Bila balik tengok tv semuanya tak menarik... unrealistic drama everytime I turned on the television... so I decided to kill my time with gardening...
Whenever my mum asked me when do I wanted to start work, I get restless. She, who understand me the most must have figure out what I'm thinking.